This is bad. Even with the use of LP10, my score still couldn't hit 560. It's all me though... There are too many only ifs. I think i'll have to work out MY training plan instead. following a set of training plan which is generally meant for a group of 2 people when i'm not judged seriously isn't advisable for me to keep following. i have to recall the training i had last year which help me keep things constant. i'll work out to switch back to how i shoot (positioning etc) last year. It could be I'm in the situation like I have no coach and also, I lack a lot of training cause of work. Had the feeling to quit shooting earlier during the shoot but managed to go through it. at least 20 shots (ending) were all luck. my aiming area, position etc were all random... haiz... I do hope i win lottery of at least 1m. haha
Anyway, went to fish & co. with wk, js and yl on friday. I think after this round, I'm not going to go fish & co. anymore. Not because their food is bad. but it's seriously overpriced come to think of it. and the really bad service we had? we really shouldn't pay that much service charge... everyone is so busy these days.
Why the hack is there so much thoughts in my mind all the time. my braincells are depleting... and i'm always thinking of the things that will never happen... it's kind of strange. i'm always not getting what i want but things i do not want or never thought of... at these rate, my life will still be equally bad... haiz... only if things can go the way i want...
I think starhub tv does not have jap channels... oh man... TBS, Fuji TV, Asahi TV? none of these?? haiz... even jap movies are not really shown in SG... haiz... why aren't I born in Japan? haha.
Kind of feel like i'm in the parallel world of Sawada Tsunayoshi. the parallel world which he did not meet reborn (though that's fiction)... I'm starting to understand how some terrorists feel but i'm not dumb enough to be 1.. haha. terrorists are not there to create an ideal world (a world which they think is ideal for them). But, they are just murderers...
Why doesn't anyone understand me? haha...
Who are you? I am Lambo.
Who am I? You are Lambo.
Labels: Lonely and useless life...
